Friday, September 19, 2008

wistful....

It’d be so great if I would stay just 20 foreva. The whole growing up and the jittery feeling . Abstruse isnt it?? Seeing people same age already working, some unambitious one settled. Yeah!! Thinking abt it gets that feeling of liabilty towards so many things around.

I am 20, young, talented,ambitious with an intelligent mind of my own. I don’t want to wake up, go to college everyday, eat, sleep, be a part of the rat race day and night. NAH!! I want to rather go out, travel, meet new people, try doing all crazy things in life, follow my instincts instead of thinking about repercussions. Be childish, at the same time matured. Read books on whicheva subjects interest me.NOT carin abt writin exams on them and getting distinctions. See the sun rise and sunset from the top of the mountains. In the blithe away from the hustle bustle of the regular life,away from the tiff with people around. Write a novel. Be ‘sans souci’ like a bird souring higher and higher dashing against the winds. Feeling them pierce inside. Feel the exhilarating feeling of a roller-coaster and the chills from a horror movie. Be it whetva.

But for sure I want to live my life the best and the way I want it to be. Every part of my life should be full of flamboyant colours.